| i blame this game on me |
[27 Feb 2009|12:49am] |
At first, I wore a blindfold and wasn’t told that you cheat But, now I participate in the fate of my own defeat Cuz still to this day, I play knowing I’ll lose I don’t understand why you land in the places you choose Or why I’m still here with these tears, as I just observe As you flourish to nourish some vile nerve Deciding on not hiding, is how you scheme? The bets you call turn to regrets for all it seems You scored with a whore against our very own team
All we do is quarrel about your immoral move Now, your only goal is to roll until I disapprove Its hard to accept you expect “a get out of jail free card” for bail I sustain the pain of disrespect as I stack the fact you fucking fail An emotional commotion from you, I will always hoard I’m realizing I’m strategizing on grey checkerboard I’m confused with memories of what we used to possess I miss that gist behind our intertwined kiss we did express If you died, I could hide from my incessant seek To be connected to a guy who wrecked it cuz he's weak “Come out, come out, wherever you are” Is now a muzzled scream I cease to ignore you were the piece I needed before in a puzzled dream I don't want to reflect on your dominoes effect theme I did what I could, you should dwell in hell's regime
You're unaware its unfair, I wish I actually didn't care about your survival I admit I’m stronger and discover I fit, no longer as lover, Just rival
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